Jeff Russell
Title | Jeff Russell |
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Artist | Daymeus |
Album | You’ve Heard Worse |
Release Date | 2018-04-27 |
Description | ? |
Lyrics | [Intro] This is not gonna be easy Cause my mind's insisting [Verse 1] "You'll never make it rappin'" And maybe not but since youth I've wanted to be apart of it So I can't help hopin' maybe I could just If I unwind knots publicly Now, I don't wanna jeopardize how eyes see me Or how I see me, but I've learned a lot 'bout expressing Through curses, I curse, slut, preventin' repressin' So, hoes, my hearse is unloadin' depressants I doubt my sounds somethin' you'd hear and like I'm out, all of my eggs may be prepared In one trashcan I never reached for yo help, don't pass out holdin' ya breath This ain't well-devised rap Surprise, it ain't like that I find my eyes despise Not the confident act some shit songs insist upon (oof) I'm insecure as crack dealers who put on a face cause they undercover cops I'd be happy to stay, I don't really wanna drop Cause I'm scared, to be honest, and scared to be honest It's obvi if I am the homage you'll pay When I'm out of it, yo get me out I'm broke, opportunity's knockin' But I'm away coppin' it, copin' with bein alone I'm an optimist, locked in a room without oxyg— [Chorus] I been at this so long But all I have is lost on me I am a lost cause They surely won't remember me When I'm gone [Verse 2] Look, I'm not fuckin ignant My wit won't ignite any rum And it's why I'm not bankin' on blowin' up This was my fallback food from the nest Then, at some sun, began to invest (what?) Doin' what I did in literature to songs over these Sounds and melodies that poured The result of the gray places I been Be it a visit or some place I'm still in And these tastes bring vile malice, my own talent's a sift Of many tapes and disc's dug as a kid, risky business Cruisin' around biting who What are the odds that no ones wrote that Or drew a similar picture wit instrumentals? You mental if yo intel ain't tell how many individuals Practice at honin' lyrical mags And sketchin' beats every free sec they have, lackin' a social They immolate all of the slips strayin' you from that new trip you tryin' to take Why do I matter? Was never a leader or prince More of a Norville, didn't battle I certainly don't have the voice But I do have a voice, no Casey Kasem, though I do got dirt to lay It ain't really clever and truly I ain't the best But fuck me if I can't fucking let loose In excess to tell some truth, ah You might also like[Chorus] I been at this so long (so very, very long) But all I have is lost on me (all I have is lost on me) I am a lost cause (I am a lost cause) They surely won't remember me When I'm gone [Interlude] What even is this? This was supposed for you I've made all about me [Verse 3] For 2 verses now I've avoided you (fuck) Some tribute, huh? I am a coward, a cat, the calamity has me cracked I cannot imagine your mother or Alli or Adam I shutter at that memory seein' them lower you down Now another, among many others I've almost lapped you in age but finally on my page, you are I'm sorry it's taken me so long, I couldn't face it Playin' the victim, even though we did drift Maybe if we'd planned one week sooner this... no I couldn't prevent it (fuck) Every scenario pickin' apart in my head is On a loop and denyin' it doesn't remedy so me, I'm movin' forward Incorrigible, I'm pourin' up in order to retain a little order Formidable opponent; myself My thoughts are foreign to me and hangin' onto the beat like an ornament I'm givin' it more, this feat A coup de force to war, towards me So, here is the hope I'm finna make it and shove your name down everyone's throat You in the loop, now, well known Jeff-Jeff-Jeff-Jeff, no Ozzy Osbourne I know, I maybe am bat-shit Rey-Rey-Rey-Rey, I will See you on the other side, that song still reminds me of you I look back and smile, I feel like you're near Even though I don't believe in it, it's a nice thought Rest easy, man (Fuck) [Chorus] I been at this so long (so very fucking long) But all I have is lost on me (all I have is lost on me) I am a lost cause (I am a lost cause) They surely won't remember me When I'm gone [Outro] This is for you Jeff, Heidi, Adam, Kaylee, Alli I can't even imagine... |