(Not) ...for the Kids
Title | (Not) ...for the Kids |
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Artist | Daymeus |
Album | You’ve Heard Worse |
Release Date | 2018-04-27 |
Description | I actually almost made an “In This One, I’m (Not) Dead” as well, with the same idea as this one. Removing the skits from that song just didn’t work as well, though. |
Lyrics | [Verse 1] I come from a little city where it's not real Common to hear a gat crack a crack deal In my youth I would steal what I couldn't afford And vandalize what other folks could, so feelin' Rebellious, a little hellion hella bent on competin' Matured quick into rap's reprehensible demon I'm meanin' to deal with me Is to noose whatever soul you previously had But that's neither here nor there In school I was the kid, no cares, just jests I gave a fuck less, no, fuck-less Never fucked, was fuckin' invisible Fuck them times, no cinema flashback This mystery ink, fam, but I wear the mask Back then, I had a problem with authority And a problem with not bein' in control I'd speak outta turn in slurs and slang And curse like “fuck” “dick” “slut” A dog who chewed his chain till it broke (ruh roh) I learned to slide under the radar as I grew, though So dumb hoes left me the fuck alone Then I got pushed and pissed on for bein a bit quiet Little did they know that I made roasts in front of Closed doors since 3rd grade Mind flightless but a bird brain Never knew I would turn that egg to this Since I'm stupid as shit, right? Now they a slave to my cranium, got a master mind Now where my friends from those grades? It's like a search and find I'll bet one foots their graves And, fuck, I'm glad that I waited till now to complain You could say this is my aged wine Or you could say that, whack, be this shit Upon my high horse, dick, Trojan tactic Coverin' my self and my—ah, shit The fuck was I? Oh right, k Right out my senior year, was lost on what I wanted (yeah) I started dating this bitch, and I swore she was the one (slut) But after roughly 2 and a half years of on and off And doing nothing at all, we fell apart splittin' my heart in pieces And I had walked out my job too, like a month before So I sat alone in my room, in the dark, for weeks 20 years old, feelin' weak I couldn't eat, neglected friends, tweakin' beats Stuck in my head I... I wanted to cut my neck And my cousin, lived out in Cali The place I'd planned on movin' in a year to be a writer My fam had planted thoughts of me in a flight They could see the signs, I ain't sleep at night I needed to leave Toledo behind and I did Thanks to Rob and Blaize and mom and dad Now here I am... Sorta [Chorus] How can I make things worse? Words bleed through teeth leveling Some hurt, someone please call me Help, ease these words bleeding in attempt to remedy me [Verse 2] Who luggin' bricks of pain over shoulder Over here, fuckin' standin'? (who?) And he got some tale to tell y'all He worked 8 years to become the man that y'all need On the real though, I need you Cause I can vent to you You can censor shit I don't need You just make me be this dude I respect, that I try to best You gotta see, I ain't much, yo But if you let me, flow could lobotomize, contort minds Y'all advise while I yack the insides outta mine I'll take my time And you can take my time And my life (here! Yeah!) Ever feel I fell off Take me back to this moment, I'll hold my tongue in my throat Remindin' there ain't no threat that I pose I'm here solely to free my soul, see Rest of the kicks, they costed me So much, for y'all I went 4 G's in debt Never bet that my budget would go so up I woulda done anything for ya Monarchy's in my gut, I'm all for the rules, fun, yeah Lemme unload my mistakes (yeah) And you can take all of the lessons And let me hang on to the pain (yeah) It's more of a curse than a blessin' I'm bettin' you gettin' so restless, I am relentless Somebody pull up my hand cause the pencil's Stuck on the page while I'm stuck on the fence I'm lucky the bottom ain't minced meat, yet Cause I erase and race, i-rate, cause I rate me so low You might also likeOof, what the fuck was that? You see what happens when you're not here? This [Chorus] How can I make things worse? Words bleed through teeth leveling Some hurt, someone please call me Help, ease these words bleeding in attempt to remedy me |