Class Clown
Title | Class Clown |
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Artist | Gzeppy |
Album | In the End |
Release Date | 2020-06-15 |
Description | This song depicts the story of Gzeppy wanting to be noticed and accepted amongst his peers by being a clown in and out of school. It details his mental struggle and that although he may seem happy on the outside, on the inside he was suicidal and depressed. This song goes into detail about the exact thoughts Gzeppy was experiencing during this time of his life, about wanting to be noticed and hates being a non-essential person to his community. |
Lyrics | I’m the class clown, yeah Do what I can to make them laugh but even then, I will still frown See they laugh now, but no one ever cares when I’m feeling down Yeah they leave me to drown here, in my tears Bringing me fears, they’ve used me for all of these years Nobody shares, I just get aired, cry for help but nobody cares I don’t have friends, I don’t set trends Make a fool of myself and pretend that I’m happy, deep inside I’m tense Worried that tomorrow’s gonna be the end Now I know why, why I’ve lived a lie Spent all my days tryna make them laugh but I know I wasted my time Waste a life, waste a childhood, but wouldn’t change if I could Wouldn’t change my life when I should, even if I had known I’m not rated but I’m not hated I’m just a kid who’s there and I hate it I only tell truths, I’m not gonna fake it But they better listen up or I won’t make it If I get to my future, this will shape it I wanna keep my pride, they wanna take it Wanna rebuild my life, they wanna break it The one’s who seem happy are the most sad, yeah, the world we live in is mad Don’t take for granted what you might have It can go away and you won’t get it back We want you to enjoy your lesson, at least you’re enjoying yourself when we’re messing Don’t worry about the fact we have depression We’re good at suppression, don’t blame our aggression No blessing in disguise, some of us clowns wanna be up in the skies Smile on my face, you can see it in my eyes So when I cry just don’t be surprised, don’t be nice when you wouldn’t otherwise Only thing on my mind’s for the world to be kind, and that hopefully my new life it won’t be as confined Hopefully sometime I can try get the things I wanna find, such as sanity, humanity and my talents to shine That’s highly unlikely; people come and say that I ain’t acting like me Some say I’ve changed and now they wanna fight me So when I’m in the dark you won’t come and spread light, g Wanted you to numb my pain you make it worse This life ain’t a gift, it’s only a curse They always tell me that they want me alive, but sometimes I think they wanna see me in a hearse Yeah now you heard, funny how you only listen to me through my words You should be concerned, should’ve never been laughing, ask if I still wanna be in this world Yeah but when was I ever needed? Living in a world that I won’t succeed in Congrats to this world, you have me defeated Only caring now, ‘cause you see I’m bleeding Always try to do something with my life, never wants you there but you can’t do goodbyes Try to hold it off but you think you’re obliged to leave a world that don’t want you alive But sometimes you’ve got to let it slide; I don’t belong here, won’t change my mind What’s the point of me when no one’s by my side? Maybe it’s about time that I left this world and diedYou might also like |