Hilarious
| Title | Hilarious |
|---|---|
| Artist | Gzeppy |
| Album | In the End |
| Release Date | 2020-06-15 |
| Description | Hilarious is a disturbingly aggressive scream-rap song performed by Gzeppy. It takes a much darker tone than the previous song on the EP ‘Reasons’ and details Gzeppy’s struggle with friends who were plotting against him from the beginning. As well as this, the song details Gzeppy’s struggle with mental health and not feeling like he is in control of himself and that his demons have taken over in the past, and he is working on improving himself as a person due to these occurrences. The anger and pain that Gzeppy details in this song can be heard vividly through his screaming and aggressive delivery. Overall this song is one of the darkest on the entire album, and is seen as the darkest compatriot of the songs ‘Loading…’ and ‘Loaded’ in the tracklist. |
| Lyrics | [Chorus] I find it hilarious, people never come to me when I’m precarious Then they’re asking me why I have turned nefarious Yeah things I can do make me the scariest They always act scared when I get serious Should be running for their life when I’m delirious Got a dark side of me and that’s insidious Trust me you don’t wanna learn from experience [Verse] Maybe I’m one of a kind, maybe I’m very hard to find Or maybe I’m hard to pin down, what am I? What is this? What’s going on in my mind? Or maybe my mind’s tormented, and maybe my anger’s augmenting Or maybe I can put you six feet under in the ground, and then you can call me demented Maybe it’s cause you turned your back on me I’ve done it too, won’t leave you with casualties It’s one thing lying to me but working against me, that just brings agony Thought I was lucky but you gave me calamities See I was tryna live my life happily I was laying low, ay, you’re my ohana, don’t stitch me up I thought we were family Clearly not, ‘cause you’re waiting for my demise You were fake I’m blinded by disguise Hilarious now you got your eyes on the prize I got my eyes on your lies, now I’ll say my goodbyes Try to tear me down cause nobody can match me Tried to shoot your shot but you barely scratched me I’m falling down the rabbit hole somebody catch me Going insane can somebody grab me Well I guess now you’re down here with me No escape see the angel within me? Who is this? That remains a mystery When we work together, it leads me to victory But when it works against me, it’s bad, I’ve lost everything that I had It’s sad, cause I don’t control my life Can’t stop what I’m doing and it’s making me mad See this is the side that people don’t see And this is the side that you don’t wanna be Not controlling yourself so it ain’t what it seems Chained up in my body and I wanna be free Trust me I’ve done bad bad things, done mad mad sins, I’m a sad sad kid Ain’t evil, had demons, thought mad sad things Fighting my mind to get an understanding I feel tortured, but I gotta keep moving forward They don’t understand me I see that as fortunate But I pray you don’t have the misfortune of seeing my bad actions extortionate See I’m trying my best to be better as a person I’m on my way there, I can say that for certain Demons are going, say that with assertion I promise that the new me is the best version You might also like[Bridge] See that might not cover the scars that I had on my life from before But that old me is worn out, been thrown out, and now my sanity’s been restored People can think what they want about me, that’s something I can’t blame you for But I’ve opened new doors, I’ve gone and explored, and I’m way better now, and we can’t ignore No we can’t ignore it, there were times where I wanna forfeit Maybe I should and I’ll go for a bit, and I’ll do my own thing and lay low for a bit Ex girl she keeps going for it, I’m mad so I need to go chill for a bit So I don’t kill myself, get put in a spliff This world it irks me, so I have to admit that [Chorus] I find it hilarious, people never come to me when I’m precarious Then they’re asking me why I have turned nefarious Yeah things I can do make me the scariest They always act scared when I get serious Should be running for their life when I’m delirious Got a dark side of me and that’s insidious Trust me you don’t wanna learn from experience (x2) [Outro] Ay, ay Find it hilarious It's pointless anyway Why would I do it? |