Unlovable
Title | Unlovable |
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Artist | LAMEMAN |
Album | TRAUMATIC |
Release Date | 2021-12-15 |
Description | ? |
Lyrics | I made myself unlovable I hid my heart for years It may appear I’m unemotional I held back all my tears Don’t want no one around me ‘Cause I feel my death is near I’d rather save us all the trouble And pretend I wasn’t here Praying up to God He the only one I fear I know I got my angels watching me I hold em high and dear I ain’t scared of death I see that shit inside the mirror Taking my last breath I’d let my worries disappear Fought through all that pain I been through more shit than most I kept my struggles to myself And walked that wretched path alone Had all sorts of problems Tried to fix em on my own Thought that I could drown em out With Juarez and Patron When it comes to my feelings I’m Stonewall Jaxon When in love There’s no satisfaction When I’m smiling I swear I’m acting When I’m sad I show no reaction I can’t say it to your face So I’ll put it in a song That’s how I communicate Baby, I know that it’s wrong But I’m scared to put it out there Put them words in outer-space Scared to be so vulnerable And scared to see the way you react When I tell you I love you Baby girl, yeah I want you Baby girl, yeah I love you But girl, can I trust you? Don’t take it personal I trust nobody else I built up walls around my heart I been through Hell I been hurting for a while Can’t you tell? I been hurting, girl I really need your help You might also likeWhen it comes to my feelings I’m Stonewall Jaxon When in love There’s no satisfaction When I’m smiling I swear I’m acting When I’m sad I show no reaction Lost emotions Growing up I went through shit They tore me open Took that thing behind my ribs Imma heartless dude Yeah, we been through this all before Without a cause I don’t know what I’m living for All my life has been so uncontrollable Almost died, made me feel so disposable Lost feelings, I’m like an animal Grew up quick, that shit made me unlovable All my life has been so uncontrollable Almost died, made me feel so disposable Lost feelings, I’m like an animal Grew up quick, that shit made me unlovable |