Unlovable

TitleUnlovable
ArtistLAMEMAN
AlbumTRAUMATIC
Release Date2021-12-15
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LyricsI made myself unlovable
I hid my heart for years
It may appear I’m unemotional
I held back all my tears
Don’t want no one around me
‘Cause I feel my death is near
I’d rather save us all the trouble
And pretend I wasn’t here
Praying up to God
He the only one I fear
I know I got my angels watching me
I hold em high and dear
I ain’t scared of death
I see that shit inside the mirror
Taking my last breath
I’d let my worries disappear
Fought through all that pain
I been through more shit than most
I kept my struggles to myself
And walked that wretched path alone
Had all sorts of problems
Tried to fix em on my own
Thought that I could drown em out
With Juarez and Patron
When it comes to my feelings
I’m Stonewall Jaxon
When in love
There’s no satisfaction
When I’m smiling
I swear I’m acting
When I’m sad
I show no reaction

I can’t say it to your face
So I’ll put it in a song
That’s how I communicate
Baby, I know that it’s wrong
But I’m scared to put it out there
Put them words in outer-space
Scared to be so vulnerable
And scared to see the way you react
When I tell you I love you
Baby girl, yeah I want you
Baby girl, yeah I love you
But girl, can I trust you?
Don’t take it personal
I trust nobody else
I built up walls around my heart
I been through Hell
I been hurting for a while
Can’t you tell?
I been hurting, girl
I really need your help
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I’m Stonewall Jaxon
When in love
There’s no satisfaction
When I’m smiling
I swear I’m acting
When I’m sad
I show no reaction

Lost emotions
Growing up I went through shit
They tore me open
Took that thing behind my ribs
Imma heartless dude
Yeah, we been through this all before
Without a cause
I don’t know what I’m living for
All my life has been so uncontrollable
Almost died, made me feel so disposable
Lost feelings, I’m like an animal
Grew up quick, that shit made me unlovable
All my life has been so uncontrollable
Almost died, made me feel so disposable
Lost feelings, I’m like an animal
Grew up quick, that shit made me unlovable