Sunshine to the Rain
Title | Sunshine to the Rain |
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Artist | Miri Ben-Ari - מירי בן-ארי |
Album | The Hip Hop Violinist |
Release Date | (not set) |
Description | ? |
Lyrics | [Verse 1: Scarface] I spent my years isolated Couldn't live with myself I was troubled as a young kid My tears didn't help Manic depressed and was evident I buried it deep All alone with these four walls caving at me Barricaded was my mind state I wanted to die Never happiness Just sad time living a lie Rather leave me I was suicidal Slittin' my wrist Mama thinking I was crazy Like use some sense And on them days I was feeling I was paining inside It wasn't me It was my inner feelings coming alive I remember waking up like I was headed for school Left me standing in the hospital Locked in this room Put away I'm a troubled kid losing my mind Fallin' short Of what they expected from me every time So don't fault me if you meet me And I look to be strange I'm just mad that the sunshine dies in the rain [Hook: Anthony Hamilton] Sunshine to the rain When it comes it goes again Even when the story ends Just turn the page and begin again Sunshine on cloudy days Don't hate me I'll never change Thankful I was made this way Your sunshine for cloudy days [Verse 2: Scarface] Now I was raised in a neighborhood With half of a dime If you was real it was understood It showed in your eyes Every corner had a different hustle Sprawled on your face Drug wars Growin' up raw cause violence the case ...had to move along Quiet as kept Spoken words got you dealt with So ride with yourself I'm a juvenile They telling me get down for your wealth No getting high Cause when you get high You have to get help As far as health Mine was mental though You know how that go Psychologically I deal with demons talkin' in codes Hopefully, I'll get to meet Jesus Somewhere on this road Sick of hearing people screaming in my head saying no Better of if I was dead Cause they killing me slow All in all it's just a part of life Watching the show Ain't nothing never came to niggas sleep Except for a dream It's like a movie with the ending credits etched in the scene You might also like[Hook] [Verse 3: Scarface] I prayed my last days of sunshine Just die in the rain Kinda selfish But I know that dying Eases the pain Heartfelt words Spoken hurt Provided the frame For the picture I done painted for the master to explain So I leave behind my testimony Witness the gift Far from holy But this matrimony provided the script To live on And live by Grow up and grow on Get on and get by So forth and so on And this here's the last days I can hear the horns singin' I can see the red sky I can hear the drum beating I seen the dead die How long will they mourn Jesus At least I'm saved by my scriptural warn readings And while leaving you here Believe what you believe in But you don't want to not believe Believe in seeing Don't take this here too personal Cause I'm just speaking This is my family on my mind [Hook] |