Spanish Doll

TitleSpanish Doll
ArtistPoe
AlbumHaunted
Release Date2000
DescriptionIn general this song appears to be a nuanced work created as a combination of elements from Johnny / Pelafina’s relationship within House of Leaves, as evidenced by the mention of the Spanish Doll. One could see this as being the narrative from the perspective of Pelafina, feeling as though she has been abandoned, as evidenced by Pelafina’s used of the Spanish Doll concept on page 610.

However, given the context of the album, it’s also possible that the sentiments could be said to be coming from Annie (The little girl) and the message is directed at her Father (Tad Danielewski). Parts of it could be (and almost definitely are) drawn from specific things that Poe experienced throughout her life. Along these lines, it’s also possible that the specific details in House of Leaves which are echoed in this work, actually began here in this song. In response to people generalizing “Haunted” and saying that it is “based on House of Leaves”, Mark explained that both works were created at the same time, and both works influenced each other, but are in-and-of-themselves whole works.
LyricsThis place feels so unfamiliar
And yet I know it well
I think I used to belong here
But the only way I can tell
Is that I miss you still
And I cannot find you here
You left me tattered and torn
Just like that sweet Spanish doll

Sweet Spanish
Sweet Spanish
Doll
I went down to the alley way
(Sierra la Bonita)
And found that you were gone
(Si nunca tes fueras)
You left no word no message
I still don't know exactly what went wrong
(Lágrima)
But now no matter where I go
I always seem to return
(Buscame)
To where you left me tattered and torn
(Estoy rompida mi muñeca)
Just like that sweet Spanish doll

Sweet Spanish
Sweet Spanish
Doll

A memory gilded in red and gold
(De oro)
Beauty guarded and never sold
(Cuidame)
I keep it with me wherever I go
And I love you still
(Recuerdame)
No matter how a story will unfold
You know I always will
(Esta conmigo)
Have part of you here
In this souvenir
Spanish doll
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Is all that I can ever be
All I know that's pure and clear
You left it with me here
In this souvenir

Spanish, Spanish, Spanish, Spanish
Doll

Father:
We hear of a lovely daughter
Shot down in her mistaken flight

Sweet Spanish, sweet

Farther:
Unaware yet how her life will be affected
By this experience

Sweet

Child:
Mommy, how come you cry?

Spanish doll
Father:
While what was really happening
Was in the years of her childhood

Sweet Spanish, sweet

Father:
Perhaps that is where the real story is
In her family house

Child:
How come it's a house of leaves?

Sweet Spanish, sweet

Child:
How come it's a house of leaves?

Recuerdame