Eternal 2
Title | Eternal 2 |
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Artist | Texican |
Album | Untitled Sandia Project |
Release Date | 2021-10-21 |
Description | Eternal 2 is the tenth song on Untitled Sandia Project, the first full length mixtape by rapper Texican. It was released as part of “The Arrival” on October 21, 2021. It is based off of the song Eternal, the very first song Tex recorded and released. Eternal 2’s instrumental draws cues from the first song. This song is a pick-me-up especially after the preceding song dove into depression and how either Tex himself or other people viewed him as a failure. To that he says that he is never willing to give up music. The most notable detail about this song is it’s length. At almost 15 minutes long, this is the longest song in Tex’s discography. This is because of the hidden song, “Let Me Come Home I Miss You”, which makes up a majority of the length after the initial song finishes after 3 or so minutes. It is recorded while playing an upright piano. It is about how Tex still has feelings for the girl he left behind in Texas, and how he doesn’t want their relationship to go away forever. The song has mistakes that would be intentionally left in the final recording to show that the message of the song isn’t something that was rehearsed and choreographed over and over again; the message is off the cuff and from the heart, having the confidence to play the piece be built up over time, but still be somewhat exaggerated because he wants to show her that he is human and humans make mistakes from time to time. Leaving her was a mistake to him and he greatly regrets it, wishing to go back and make everything be ok once again. |
Lyrics | [Verse 1] I be back on my Eternal shit forever Tell me I should give up, motherfucker, I say never Been a year in music, and I'm pumping out the projects Made my first album, 3 tapes, now a concert Haven't got money, instead it's fans who play funny Run the dummy shit that makes me think they don't love me They line the streets to hate on me and say that I'm a nothing But I don't really care cause the true ones help me go on It's a hobby Maybe a career If I can push it I'm hungry Maybe I can eat If I can do shit To conquеr Everything around me and then somе SA is my city, Albuquerque be the next one The concepts Coming all together making dreams become Possible I've been on my grind I can find I'm unstoppable I've been feeling better everyday They don't wanna see me rise cause there's nothing else left to say [Chorus] I'm working I still keep writing I still keep fighting For everything I stand for, you don't wanna fight this I'll be in the sky one day But everyone remembers what the hell he did for them cause He's worth it He keeps writing He keeps fighting For everything he loves, everything he holds tightly I'll be in the sky one day But everyone remember everything I had to say, I'm eternal [Verse 2] We are not the same, you and I are different I write fight songs for the times I'm tripping I lift myself up and show the people I'm not worthless I push myself to do this shit even though I'm discouraged You only talk shit when I drop a damn tape Damn straight if I care about what you say Not even getting some criticism, all I get is "You suck" in my comments They sit on they asses while I drop another project I'm not no heartless man no more, I'm a human That New Game shit will never come out unless you prove it's Existence Remember that shit's ammunition The younger me would have torn up the Bitches with a Rap so mean, so fast, so clean It would've been with blazing speed And had me in the beef with The Backwards E and his Machine Gun Kelly I put my mind first and didn't drop that shit cause whatever He said I thought it was all for the better Never did I think that I was worse than I give credit for But some things stick around like a good name Another being that there's still a bitch named May But years later I still look back, "what if I dropped it?" "What if I put the effort and I didn't stop my- Self from being so self-destructive and acting all helpless and mad at the world?" Think about it, I wouldn't be where I was In fact, serious talk, I might've been dead No no I'm not even kidding though I might've been dead Suicidal thoughts wanted me to be shot in the head Get out of bed to jump out of my window instead But here's to leave the past behind me Start my start, the light is blinding But I'm running towards this calling I ain't stopping til I'm balling Coast to coast dribbling Spalding And until I get respect and Earn enough to send a message Live your life without oppression, that's a fact! You might also like[Chorus] I'm working I still keep writing I still keep fighting For everything I stand for, you don't wanna fight this I'll be in the sky one day But everyone remembers what the hell he did for them cause He's worth it He keeps writing He keeps fighting For everything he loves, everything he holds tightly I'll be in the sky one day But everyone remember everything I had to say, I'm eternal |